You have been mine before

My sister and brother-in-law have their anniversary today. This poem, DG Rossetti's 'Sudden Light' was, I think, printed on their invitations, or perhaps their orders of service; I can't remember now, but I do remember liking it immensely. Besides a beguiling play of rhythm and rhyme, it has that Victorian yen for love beyond death, and light in a dark place.  Happy anniversary, Alex and Beth.

I have been here before,     
But when or how I cannot tell:
I know the grass beyond the door, 
The sweet keen smell, 
The sighing sound, the lights around the shore.

You have been mine before,
How long ago I may not know: 
But just when at that swallow's soar 
Your neck turned so, 
Some veil did fall,—I knew it all of yore.

Has this been thus before? 
And shall not thus time's eddying flight 
Still with our lives our love restore 
In death's despite, 
And day and night yield one delight once more?


On Dickens (Part 1): Art and Life

Considerably before there was dada, surrealism, magic realism, or animation, there was Dickens, who foreshadowed them all. He was born two hundred years ago last month into a world that he would later give his nameDickens' study at Gad's Hill to. His childhood was what can only be described as Dickensian - financially precarious, socially liminal, involving stints in a blacking factory. He grew up, somewhat embittered, to skewer a succession of fat, juicy Victorianisms on the spit of his genius, and roast them to a delicious crispness. He’s praised and censured for how much larger his imaginary world is than life, but it’s this largeness, more than anything else, that makes him great. 

What first grabbed me about Dickens was his sheer energy. His narratives rush at and past you. His prose feels like some winged creature swooping and wheeling, circling upwards then suddenly diving, pecking savagely at the nasty characters, tenderly enfolding the sweet ones in soft feathers. His language is elastic, inventive, rhythmic, even onomatapoeic; jazz is latent in it. There are jokes, or at least barbs, embedded in the very syntax. Perhaps my favourite sentence in all of Dickens (it’s the one Miriam Margulyes ends her show with) is the names of the birds that, in Bleak House, Miss Flite keeps caged: “Hope, Joy, Youth, Peace, Rest, Life, Dust, Ashes, Waste, Want, Ruin, Despair, Madness, Death, Cunning, Folly, Words, Wigs, Rags, Sheepskin, Plunder, Precedent, Jargon, Gammon, and Spinach.” This sentence runs the reeling gamut of Dickens’ portraiture. Here, and everywhere, he seems to skitter along the edge of the fantastic, the unbelievable. But this, after all, is his most consistent comment: life is unbelievable. 

In his speech at the official wreath-laying in Poet’s Corner, Westminster Abbey, the Archbishop used words like ‘exuberance’ and ‘excess’ to describe the essence of Dickens.   What appeals is the exaggeration and caricature, but more because they reach for something truthful than because they go beyond it: “The truth is extreme, the truth is excessive. The truth about human beings is more grotesque and bizarre than we can imagine. And Dickens' generous embrace of human beings does not arise out of a chilly sense of what is due to them, but out of a celebratory feeling that there is always more to be discovered.”  

This is a thought GK Chesterton took up in his marvellous biography of Dickens, published in 1906. He answers the critics who found Dickens’ works unlike life.  “Dickens is ‘like life’ in the truer sense, in the sense that he is akin to the living principle in us and in the universe; he is like life, at least in this detail, that he is alive. His art is like life, because, like life, it cares for nothing outside itself, and goes on its way rejoicing. Both produce monsters with a kind of carelessness... Art indeed copies life in not copying life, for life copies nothing. Dickens's art is like life because, like life, it is irresponsible, because, like life, it is incredible.”


The book of lost tales

I'm utterly enchanted by the story that a book of lost fairy tales has been found. A contemporary of Grimm, Franz Xaver von Schönwerth collected five hundred tales by asking folk about their lore, but neglected to publish them. I find this magical, not because an unknown nineteenth-century book has come to light (exciting as that is), but because it might contain unguessed tales many centuries older. Stories from the long, long ago that have lain untold. Stories that walked among our ancestors, once upon a time.

The bright end of my voice

For International Women's Day, this from Persian poet Shadab Vajdi. 

Wait for Me 

And I become alive again
Outside the confines of my body,
Beyond the misery of want,
Among the fruit-laden branches
Within a moment,
Itself begotten by the sun;
And in the shelter of a bush
That carried the pure fragrance of love
To the boundless plains;
And my eyes,
Not a pair of mute spheres,
But flames of quest;
And my hands,
Two guiding sails
Speeding towards the green land of lovers;
And my soul, my heart
Singing,
singing.

Wait for me
Along the blue line of the horizon
That leads the silver path of the moon
To the glittering fountains of stars,
And by the waterfalls of dawn
At the moment when the sun rises
And draws the threads of light
From one branch to another,
Carrying them like grains
Deep inside the nests
Where the chicks,
With desire for light and sky,
Are cheeping,
cheeping.

Wait for me
At the bright end of my voice
That from above the mysteries of the galaxies
Flows down to the earth
To be absorbed by the buds of growth
And to give the slumberers of the gardens
Tidings of sunshine and life. 
Wait for me;
I will become alive again.